mimiontherun

i’m proud of myself for wearing a poker face while screaming inside to get your attention

kendim hakkinda 3.tekil kisi seklinde konusmayi sevmem ama bu cumleyi kuracagim: hayalleri olan o kiza ne oldu? Cevabi cok basit aslinda: she drowned in the corporate world. i had better bought an art gallery or be a promoter about anything. after 6 months of work, it finally occured to me that since the beginning i had been in the wrong train. i am paying for my so called sensibility which turned myself into my worst enemy. So much for the mind, i do not wanna work in this area. i hate to say this cause i believe in reinforcement but i am surely deeply very unhappy with my current situation

soo what’s with my sudden interest in tall blonde guys? this is new!

handsome guys in the offices should be forbiden

only after that people will continue to stare at the laptop screen other than the stunning faces

“it was a failed experiment in pushing my own boundaries”.
everything i do, feel and think about this week can be related to this sentence. i feel really tired nowadays -mentally. 

i didn’t like the attitude today…
i think, live, breathe with my brain not my heart. i make space for each of the people who matter to me in my brain and i believe that the worst thing that can happen to them is losing that space -even if they don’t know it. this is my way of getting revenge from people -and still they don’t know it. this is why people might say i’m cold or distant when we get closer although i look pretty happy on the outside. i never get warm when there is no more a space for you. this is the reaction for ‘the attitude’.